okay so i was literally just sitting on my bed when the though came to my mind about what inspires me most. i tried to think of specific people and honestly i couldn't think of one exact person that inspires me in every way. but then another thought came to mind. and it made perfect sense. little kids. now, i hope you aren't thinking i'm some kind of creep, but think about it. when you look into a child's eye, all you see is happy. the view the world the most simple of ways. good and bad. they see people for who they really are. heroes and villains. that's it. they have some of the most creative ideas, they have huge dreams, and most of all, no one can really change their mind. so, for those of you out there that think i'm crazy for wanting to be a little kid when i grow up..i don't so cray anymore do i? shouldn't everyone want to have huge dreams? shouldn't we all want to see people for who they really are? instead of being fooled, by facades. i think so. when i'm 35-40 years old i want to make sure that i still chase down whatever it is i'm dreaming of. settling down isn't for everyone. if there is one thing i've learned in the past few months, it's that i'm one of those people that will never "settle". i can't do it, and i won't. i want to love every day of my life. and well, right now, i have no idea what i want to do with the rest of my life. honestly though, i'm not supposed to. if i figure out my life at 17, how boring is that? why not take life day by day, and figure things out as i go? to me that sounds right. God, knows what i'm gonna do, and that's all that matters. he'll take me someplace, and wherever that is i'll go. so for right now, i'm not going to worry.
paint yourself a picture; something perfectly obscure <3 ATL
